if i could only muster enough courage,
i'd tell you i love you kor jack.
i love you so so so much.
i am so glad that you finally got baptised today.
you finally accept god's love for you.
you have no idea how proud i am.
although we don't talk much,
but i look up to you.
i really do.
i remember you would always stand
in front of me to protect me whenever
dad got mad, watch tv with me,
let me watch you play computer games,
stand up for me, motivate me to never stop trying..
i would never ever want any other brother.
whenever you come back home to visit,
i feel so happy and i want to tell you so many things
that's been going on, but somehow i just
can't get myself to say it..
i can't get myself to tell you how much i love you
and appreciate you.
everytime you leave after visiting i cry.
yeah i know i am a cry baby,
but i really do miss having you around the house.
i wish you didn't go overseas to work.
i'm really grateful to god to have such an
awesome big brother.
one day i will find my courage to tell u all these.
you wait. i will.

the abv is meant for my bro.
i don't have the courage to tell it to him yet though.
yeah sorry it's a bit emotional.
but i'm crying tears of joy.
after SO many years..
my brother finally got baptised..
this proves the verse taken from luke 18:6-8
The Parable of the Persistent Widow
it reads:
1Then Jesus told his disciples a parable to show them that they should always pray and not give up. 2He said: "In a certain town there was a judge who neither feared God nor cared about men. 3And there was a widow in that town who kept coming to him with the plea, 'Grant me justice against my adversary.'

4"For some time he refused. But finally he said to himself, 'Even though I don't fear God or care about men, 5yet because this widow keeps bothering me, I will see that she gets justice, so that she won't eventually wear me out with her coming!' "

6And the Lord said, "Listen to what the unjust judge says. 7And will not God bring about justice for his chosen ones, who cry out to him day and night? Will he keep putting them off? 8I tell you, he will see that they get justice, and quickly. However, when the Son of Man comes, will he find faith on the earth?"

this passage is about persevering in prayer.
i kept praying that my brother jack would get baptised.
it wallah! he did.
never underestimate the power of persistent prayer.
:)
to god be the glory!

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this is going to be my last post :)
until i think that i have met my target in academics,
i won't blog.

from now on, it's GOD, FRIENDS AND FAMILY.
wish you guys all the very best in studies!
ciao!
4E & 5N jia you for o levels!